December 2010
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2010...
In 2010 I stopped cutting myself. Hardest thing I’ve done in my short life by far. You know how hard it is to not turn to the one coping strategy that has worked for the past 6- 7 years, it’s kind of ridiculous. It’s not like my emotions are balanced and organized now, that’s a long shot. But I’m trying, which is more than I can say for my previous behaviours. I’m not saying cutting...
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2010...
In 2010 I stopped cutting myself. Hardest thing I’ve done in my short life by far. You know how hard it is to not turn to the one coping strategy that has worked for the past 6- 7 years, it’s kind of ridiculous. It’s not like my emotions are balanced and organized now, that’s a long shot. But I’m trying, which is more than I can say for my previous behaviours. I’m not saying cutting...
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the fatty blogs
You know those days where you feel ugly as hell!? Hello December 26 and 27. My friends ( by friends I mean one Jessica) say its because I’m bored. I agree it must be a mix of that , the many Kardashians on my TV screen with the addition of my hair falling out and my acne breakouts. Call it winter blues, I call it too much cookies and milk. But seriously, tomorrow I will begin to work out....
[el]: Lifeless but breathing →
eltzy:
It’s come as a wake up call..
Been so caught up in wanting to put my soul in something that matters - but matter is scattered all over the place. I guess it makes sense for me to want to put my soul in scattered matter: to (soul)idify it? What I failed to realize is that I should soul search…
“there was a Santa, but he’s dead now.” →
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Home For The Holidays- J.Cole ( Friday Night...
“If Men Could Menstruate
A white minority of the world has spent centuries...”
– Gloria Steinem (via omololaoye)
: Looking at the url of one of my followers... →
fuckyeahblackpower:
Looking at the url of one of my followers (bornintowealth) prompted this post.
True understanding of the importance of maintaining healthy relationships with family has been abandoned, overlooked and underappreciated. You are born into wealth not because of financial security, but because…
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my last exam is tomorrow
And it’s dawning on me that I fucked up. Do I think I failed any of my exams? Nah. Do I think I could have done a hell of a lot better? Yeah! I don’t know where my motivation stopped, or if I ever had it but next term I cannot fuck up. And when I say I cannot I mean, I’m starting readings from this holiday break. I literally want to break down and cry because I fucked up, I...
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fuck the rest.: Regarding the femininity of thin... →
bec-noir:
saturday-night-hemorrhagic-fever:
As I was scrolling through “the skinny city” I noticed one about wanting to be thin in order to appeal to “boys.”
That’s just really odd to me because it’s well known that most men prefer women with some sort of shape to them. Biologically,…
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Exams
In a weird way I should be appreciative of my exams that they are testing my knowledge and that I unlike many kids I have the chance to suffer through them…right? Nah, not really. I’m trying to look at this in the most positive light but at the end of the day, I’m over studying, I’m over reading and I’m hella over writing essays. Oh, and I’m tired of waiting for...
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“Always go with your heart because your heart never lies. Like your heart is more...”
– Big Sean (via wheredastash)
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fact:
the term black and ghetto are not synonymous. Meaning, just because you act like a manner-less, senseless human being, with no social skills or upbringing it doesn’t make you black. It makes you ghetto ( based on the modern understanding of the word). And also, having big lips, a huge bum, large thighs or boobs, etc. does not make you black, they make you a human being with certain traits....
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: African Queen. Nigerian mother. I’ve never seen... →
fuckyeahblackpower:
African Queen. Nigerian mother. I’ve never seen a woman so tough with the softest of skin. I’ve never seen a tone so dark, with such illumination within. Never seen beauty presented in such a subtle way. To adequately compliment your image would take forever and a day. But still I attempt to…
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realizations
I’m having a terrible fight with myself. I’m slowly highlighting my faults as I find them represented in other people, and I’m realizing that I am not a great person. I need some change, some determination, something to make me different. I’m kinda stuck in a position where I was moving towards change, but somewhere along the path I stopped. I stopped trying to be different...
a brief guide to life
pushthemovement:
less TV, more reading less shopping, more outdoors less clutter, more space less rush, more slowness less consuming, more creating less junk, more real food less busywork, more impact less driving, more walking less noise, more solitude less focus on the future, more on the present less work, more play less worry, more smiles breathe
Via Zen Habits
I'm tired of hanging around people who:
peaceafterevolution:
Bring me down.
Make me angry.
Make me question their existence.
Make my nerves bad.
Make me want to fight them.
Make me wish I had other people to hang around.
@ adeana ; thanks, i need all the luck i can take :)
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Untitled..
iwritepoetry:
….Love is not a word you just say.. love is a word you feel love is not to be confuse with lust.. love is not a toy, when I look at y’all Love.. i don’t see the realness or the profoundness of it.. I see the mockery of it.. The game you play when you want something.. Women alway’s asked where the real men reside? just asked yourself ” What have you done to deserved a real man? “
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ride or die: moms
I’ve been on one of my indifferent mood sprees for a while now. I’m in one of those stages where I’m not upset or happy, or feeling anything. I’m basically at a standstill and I’m trying to make everything around me make sense. I know I should be happy when certain events occur and upset at others, but I can’t even bring my self to care…that’s an...
shouts to the new followers!
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Seasons Change Mixtape- DJ Mensa →
Honestly one of the best mixes I’ve heard in a bit. So soothing to the ear I might cry tears of joy. Excuse me as I become this guy’s groupie.
