December 2008
this is why filipe is loved
Filipe: but if america's next top model has taught me anything
[pause]
Filipe: it is that "you take from the best but make it you OWN"
Tracy: LOL AHHHA LOL
“Jealous of who? The girl with the payless shoes, and the pay even less cleavage?”
– Breanna to Arnaz ( One on One), how I love TV :)
I just watched some vintage degrassi, I feel v. good right now. The episode is where, Marco comes out, and gets beaten up on church street and the nJimmy comes to his rescue. Ah vintage degrassi how I miss you . Seems like just yesterday….
it is a new day.
I am pretty sure today is Tuesday, but something makes it feel like its a Wednesday, oh well. It’s been a pretty long (yet kind of short)holiday and now its winding down, and I have so much todo.
NUMBER ONE: Get rid of the rash of pimples that destroyed my face this break. I don’t know, if it was the good food,my visit from aunt rose or my lack of sleep, but my face currently looks...
“i am a timid mammal who wishes to to hide in her habitat”
– alejandraaaaaa :)
soooo today....
the mall was fucking packed, but i enjoyed benjamin button :) short post straight point.
random thoughts on boxing day....
friends are just strangers we learn to trust
should i buy mk and ashley’s influence?
what should i buy mother, since my brother is and fail AND a half!
should i buy a camera!?
uhmmmmmmmmmm
i am music!!!!!!
‘maybe if i was simple in the mind, everything will be fine………’
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ME :)
happy birthday to Jesus almost anyways! i got my g1, the actual card, yay me!
i think im a little bit, in lalala love with you
“A Little Bit” Drake (feat. Lykke Li) Lykke Li Ooh ooh oooh Ooh ooh oooh Oooh oooh Ooh ooh Hands down I’m too proud For love But with eyes shut It’s you I’m thinking of Drake/Lykke Li (lead in) But how you move from A to B Drake It can’t be up to me cause You don’t know Who I was before you and Basically to see a change in me I’d be losing, so I just ignore you Yeah (Ohh oh ohhh oh) But you’re on...
attainable, i think not
i need to lose some weight
tighten the bum area
get arm muscles
GET A TINY WAIST :)
by the time school is back in session, i want to lose FIVE POUNDS.
so the goal is to look like this……
uhmm I have an announcement!
RACHEL IS MY BEST FRIEND :) i love her more than tristan and thats ALOT !
today.
today is December 21 2008 i was liked and biten today and no, there was no dog present :) HAPPY HOLIDAYS :)
and,
i made a twitter bitches :)
its the weekend
its snowing school is done and im watching the top 100 hiphop videos, BOOYAH :)
sometimes
just listen, stop talking trying to analyze what imm saying just fucking listen.
you cant get mad
if its your fault :)
ive been feeling...
a little rough and out of it.
Watchdear Marques, ily :)
uhmm dear genes fuck you
why am I not tall!?
I can deal with the thickness, the weight issues, the messy hair, but the height!? Am I doomed forever to be 5’2 ? :(. Why does it seem like all my cousins, grow and grow and gorw, but I don’t. I give up.
“my only friend is my misery wanting revenge for the agony it did to me…..”
– Tupac Shakur
so it made me smile
i went to Johnny’s Hamburger, the best burger place ever. What makes it so great is that they actually make real food and they TALK to you. For example when I was young about 7 or 8 I was getting a hamburger, and i was really sad b/c i wasn’t allowed a chocolate shake or something, but the guy who made my hamburger made me happy, by putting a smiley face on it with ketchup :) This may...
TO DO, this week......
buy 2 christmas party outfits
get track pants?
BUY PRESENTS: mom, kris kringle, brother, christina and nicooo.
UNITS: chem u6, english u5 , math u6 and hsp u9
hand out resumes, yet again!
do my hurr and nails - maybe.
finish christmas assembly dance
this is my to-do list for theee WEEK, the weekend is such a short time and holiday start soon, so imm gonna give myself a whole week to do...
carry on
so if this is the end i am saying good bye please dont cry please dont scream dont wonder why just hold on to my memory and say good bye dont try to stop it dont blame yourself when im gone im gone so just carrying on without my help please dont forget me please dont forget who i was dont let my death cloud your thoughts, making you forget who i really was hold on to the times we shared the times...
another time from now
you stare at my scars you say whats wrong I say nothing and move on you scream for me to come back but i keep walking, refusing to turn back i don’t want to hear it nor do i need to i refuse to listen to another lecture from you another ‘talk’ where you tell me what i should do another conversation where you tell me that my actions are mental, disgusting and despicable another...
“And I don’t have the heart to give these bitch ass niggas the cue to...”
– Drake
alone on my own they say alone is steroids it keeps you strong but whats being strong when no one cares whats wrong when no one cares to hear what you have to say or cares about your day whats being strong when all you want to do is cry just break down stop it all now and die whats the point of being strong When you feel like this whole thing has gone on for way to long when all you want to do is...
listen!
thanks for not listening. thanks for not caring. thanks for making me feel inadequate. i know im hard to be around but bare it thats what your suppose to do. if you really cared and if this was really true if my emotions mattered and if i even meant the slightest to you you’d sit here and pretend like you care you lend me your ear and listen thats all i asked that you listen not judge nor...
WatchAs If- Blaque my throwback jam!
can i just delete you....
not just from facebook, but literally from life. like just transfer or something,so i don’t have to cross paths with you anymore.
december 3rd
Today was a good day. How more simply can I put it? Today at lunch Express Yourself finally happened, BIG TINGZ! People rhyming ,singing, playing music , just expressing themselves. i just feel good.
’ it may not mean nothing to y’all/ but understand nothing is done for me/ so i don’t plan on stopping at all/i want this shit forever man…. ‘ Drizzy :)
ive been changing rearranging
you dont care, so why should i ?
